Green day

Today, I had the chance to talk with somebody whom I’ve never really had a conversation with. Even though it was short and brief, it was one of the best little talks I’ve ever had with him; I learned some things about him I didn’t even know myself. It’s weird-something came up so I never got a chance to say what I wanted to say-but it’s fine. I hope someday that I can actually have a long conversation with him-but it’s hard when we have nothing to talk about. Afterwards-my day went pretty well, until I realized I had done something wrong. Something I didn’t realize would happen-but it did in the end. It really opens my eye to the things I do-a person cannot be right all the time. I seriously don’t know what to think anymore-whether I can still trust my own judgement. It seems that as spring comes, the more chaotic my life is. School, family, friends; it really stresses me out-I want more than ever to leave Seattle. I would have thought a year ago that I can handle everything-but it turns out, I can’t. I really can’t, and I’m tired to show a face that I can handle everything.  Perhaps it’s all the stress that’s been building this past year but I feel myself slipping.  I just want to cry in a corner-and just hide from all my frustrations. There is only so much that I can handle in life. Like L said, there is no meaning in the things I used to enjoy anymore.