Random + ness

I think today was the most boring school day ever-I went to school, went to class, went to the Science Cafe meeting, and then just went to Team Read/CLC. During the whole day, I just wanted to go to sleep or go home and curl up in the fetal position. lol. Heh. And now, I just don’t feel like going home at all-I want to avoid the really sharp tension at home. Sigh. Home. It used to be the one place where I could feel like I was safe…and now, it’s no longer my______ (damn…whats the word I want to use here? Oh well, you understand) I know that by not going home (my mom already called me to go home for dinner-I just pretended the signal was bad) it will prolong the oncoming conflict, but I feel like theres no choice. I’ll just wait until the storm is over. Yes, that’s it. Currently, I am looking over my shoulder-there are many crooks out there, including the famed Beacon Hill rapist. Hehehe…I’m so glad I bring pepper spray with me…but fat chance that’s gonna help me…I need to learn how to run faster. Or better yet, I might want to learn how to play dead. Heh. I really want to talk to C right now…his advice always makes me feel better.