Pie

Things are done…(namely Bio Expo)…ready for exams…straight A’s…life couldn’t even be better…wait, yes it can! H boosted my scholarship up…and I’m going! I need pie-I’m going to make one for my hard work-however, the HW offer is still up

Kill Me-this is toooooooooo gushy. kiss kiss

Trying to spice something up here-to get my mind of things…so eh…here are poems. I wrote these poems a long time ago-just never got around posting them up. So enjoy! Ps: On my dash board-it seems that people are searching for me as the ‘asian who’s going to Harvard’-not true. So sorry.

anyways…the poems

Forgotten Stars

For countless nights,

I think about your smile, and laughter.

They remind me of the stars in the heavens,

things that I once thought would never leave my side.

Always there for me to wish upon.

And yet, for countless nights

I think about the sarrow and the wounds that would not heal even after the long years,

even with the warmest glow from the sun.

I think about all those times in which I questioned myself,

and all the times to which the space next to me is cold,

and forgotten.

As I gaze at the stars, I feel a sense of change;

a shift in the world I live in.

A change that perhaps will never be the same, and

a change that will leave me heartbroken, and

wishing for the same stars.

 

YOU; Self Reflection

You cannot hide from me what you hide to others.

I see the thoughts going through your minds eye;

every step you plan to take,

and every secret you tuck away thinking no one will know.

Through your deceit, and assumptions I see

the reasons why, perhaps clearer than you

for I will always be a couple of steps ahead of you.

I can read you like a book,

and make more accurate assumptions than you.

You may brush this off like it’s nothing,

but I warn you,

someday will be the day you will be revealed,

if not by your own foolish and ignorant mistakes.

Alyson My Love

There were many times in this life in which the sun did not glow,

and stars did not shine. Yet, you were the only beam of light

that kept me away from darkness.

A dark that cannot be changed, nor saved.

You were always there for me,

through sickness and pain; one cannot ask for a more true friend than you.

You are also my muse, my friend in life

one of whom that makes me strive for the best in this time.

It is because of you that I am stonger, knowing I’ll always have you by my side.

Cheers to ten years of friendship.

 heheh.. I know this is crap…but whatever-think whatever you want to think. and yes, I have issues if that’s what you’re pondering

Diminished Hope.

Heh. $5000-thats a lot of money!!! I’m in complete frustration-enough to once in a while bang my head against something. Screw Harvard. There-I said it. -.- Why does everything have to cost so much??? Their room and board is more than half of one year at UW! Jeez. Sigh…I really hope Starbucks is going to hire me; I need money.